Tuesday, March 11, 2008 @11:27 PM
u know when u re getting older when your frens start to all get attached..and when everyone is talking bout job prospects and application..and when u re approaching mid-twenties, u suddenly hv alot of wedding invitations..and doom day of thirty is here when your gatherings always end up as a child-care session..
all these stuff tt seems to distant to me in the past.. suddenly, i seem to find myself in this situation.. meeting ups with frens is getting harder and harder.. gotta make more advance bookings nowadays.. now i'm beginning to understand wad mommy says -- tt every best fren of mine is going to have their own life, their own family, spouse and home and u will get to see them less often even if u re still as close as before..
i still see myself as a "gal".. "woman" is such a foreign term to me.. yet, pple re starting to use this term on me and they dont seem awkward about it.. well, admit it gal, u re growing old..
received 2 big news today..
1) a close fren just got attached! sincerely congratulating her and blessing tt everything wont turn out well..
2) bbm got his pay rise and bonus.. hmmm.. although he's not vv happy over it, i tink it's rather good already.. i dont expect to have a pay rise until i work at least 2 yrs in a company.. frankly, i wont be a pharmacist if i want lotsa money.. the finance sector is so so much more lucrative.. but dunno whether it's me being too ideal or smth, i want my work to have a meaning, to make a diff in the lives of others.. at least i would feel tt i've got a more purposeful life so perhaps my life is "richer" in other aspects..
poco princesa~because i was taught to dream