had one of the biggest bday surprise today.. came to sch as normal.. at least everything seems normal..mon reached after me.. den came plin and sandra from the back.. and jiaen was a bit late.. plin, who said next to me, was commenting bout how jiaen is coming later and later.. saw a very tired sandra and asked her wad did she do last nite-- nothing..

went to the ps room after microB to do some stuff.. and the few of them dashed in with my muffin cake.. 21 muffins in all.. the most touching thing was they actually went to plin's house at 7.30am this morn to bake.. was so touched tt i almost cried.. p.s. the last time i was so touched till i cried was on my 18th bday in hk..

Some pics of my pacar family::

our master chef for the muffin cake.. super gal sandra.. although she refuse to let me take a nice photo of her..

my dear pacar, monika.. who prefers we call her 'nik' and not 'mon', although we still call her 'mon'.. this is a rare super nice pic of her..haha.. nono.. just joking.. she's always so cantik to me..

and last but not least.. our pretty gal, manda.. always come to school dressed up so nicely.. one of my eye-candy in pharm..

A big big thank you to my pacar family for today.. love u gals always..

Another big hug to those who went arounf shopping for my pretty Guess watch.. it's soo nice.. thank you so much..

And also pple who chipped in for the watch: plin, monika, jiaen, sandra, manda, huishan, xinran, cuiqin, weiling, siok ting, peirong, jevin, YQ, yuan tai, alvin

Plus all the pple who remembered my bday and sent me lots of love over sms: kit, manda, kyle, chengchuan, yuantai, liuyun (i'm really super surprised he stills rmb after all these years), jasmine, shiqi, belle..

Thanks a million, luv ya guys..

in less than 2 hours i'll be 21 years old.. sounds so old actually.. finally stepped out of my teenage years already.. no special feeling of having "grown up" though.. i'm still ME, as usual..

was talking to plin this morn and it just occured to me tt none in our pharm clinque is a typical 'girl'-girl.. even manda (who is the only one almost us who bothers to dress up occasionally like me) is not exactly a true 'girl'-girl.. but who cares bout being super soft-spoken, so gentle and demure anyway.. not saying tt it's not good to be one, just tt i believe we should always be just ourselves.. even if it may not be every guy's cup of tea.. so wad..

just knew tt the ucc TLs re coming to my party.. frankly, i was super stunned to see galvin's and chuhua's reply.. totally did not expected tt they would come actually.. yup.. so feeling quite honoured bout it.. haha..

and bout my party.. so many pple ask me wad i wan for present.. i said i dont need anything, just come can already.. as i say these things i cant help but feel very fake.. like tt's wad everyone say but they may not mean it.. however, it's really a plain fact tt i really dont need anything at all.. bought like everything i would wan from hk last month.. so y would i still need anything?? plin forced me to sit down with her and think of my present some time back.. it took me a painstaking 1 whole hour to tell her to just get me a watch.. sigh..

i've got a really busy schedule these few days.. going out with different groups of pple everyday.. which means tt i cant do any mugging despite knowing tt i must must mug soon.. falling terribly behind my lectures.. but i'm horribly distracted by everything else: preparing for my party, welfare 2nd TB stuff, vday stuff.. everytime i plan to go to the ps room to mug smth happens and i end up doing all sorts of other stuff.. i shld stay away from there next time unless i have to..

Next week shall be the start of the semester for me.. it's time to work hard gal.. jia you..

who am i?

a gal who had countless spiders and earthworms as pets but ducks at sight of flying bee-like insects..

who studied so much bout dogs that i can tell the breed of almost any dog that pass by and yet never ever had a pet dog (but i know i'll have one in the future)..

who is so so so particular bout the bottoms of shoes bcos i constantly live in fear of slipping and falling on rainy days.. i guess i just have a too high fall rate..

who is very proud of the limited number of lines on my palm.. i haven't found anyone with more simple palm lines than mine..

who loves good food and know where to eat good food.. but the best meals are not about food, it's bout the pple you are eating with..

who adores arsenal.. so of cos hate man u and chelsea..

who cannot tell where my homeland is, i always say that my roots are hanging in the air, singaporeans treat me as a hongkonger while hongkonger treats me as a singaporean..


who have a super huge extended family back in hk and a super small and closely knitted one here..

i'm mommy's gal but i argue wif mom in a rountine-like manner everyday..

i boss my bro ard the house but is always thinking of getting him presents cos he's so adorable..

the first gal in my extended family who had taken A-levels and is in uni, i'll still probably be the first to graduate from it..

activitas favorit saya: belanjar dan tidur

who owns a lovely "pacar" system pharmily.. you gals make me love nus pharm..

who loves watching horror movies but dun dare to.. so most of the time i would hv to watch only half the movie either by shutting my eyes or hiding under my jacket..

who have no desire for diamonds at all bcos they are simply compressed pencil lead or charcoal..

who believe in everlasting love yet not in exciting love life.. the most ordinary and peaceful kind of life may be the hardest to come by..

and who think the most romantic thing is simply quietly watching tv at home with someone you like..

went out with meg and yen today.. it's been a long long time since i met them.. and both of them brought their bf along.. felt so out of place there since i was along.. and their bf are much older than me.. meg and yen re already older than me in the first place.. and meg's bf is 26!! already working as a teacher.. this outing make me feel so young man.. it feels kinda strange since i've nv seen both of them with their bf b4.. but oh well.. i'm still happy for them..

it's funny how fate designs our life.. i rmb how much yen (in our nygh days) hated fat pple.. and her bf, surprisingly, is gemuk sekali.. okay.. he's gemuk in the cute way but.. it's still quite funny when u think of how much she really really dont like fat pple in the past.. and btw, he's a malay.. even more extraordinary.. the first chinese-malay couple i know..haha..

as such.. stupid meg made me walked round and round vivo looking for halah food for yen's bf.. and in the end, we realised it did not mattered since he was not particular bout having halal food.. was so hungry after walking round vivo for 1 hour myself (as usual, dont expect them to be early) tt i dont care even if we ate carls junior in the end.. just craving for food..

so we sat at carls and talked bout nygh days.. the silly things we did.. can u imagine tt we used to buy YES magazines (this hk mag with lotsa stars pix) and split up the whole mag so we can keep the pages of our fav stars?? haha.. i almost forgot bout it too.. meg always kept all the andy lau pics since she's his super fan.. how ironic tt her bf now is called "leon lai".. lol..

nothing much happened this weekend since it was raining from fri all the way to mon.. the rain makes me depressed.. and when i'm depressed i dont feel like going out.. not even going out for my fav activity "belanjar".. wanted to go swimming intially.. as a new exercise routine for 2007.. yet it seems to be raining everyday.. sigh..

the only thing worth mentioning this weekend was the fact tt bro bro called home 3 times in a row on sunday.. haha.. when he's home, he kept going out.. now he cant come home (since he just got into bmt), he starts to miss home.. oh well.. there are many things tt you never know how to appreciate unless you lose it.. that's y pple say tt absence makes the heart grow fonder rite??

just finished microB lab.. did dunno how many staining.. it was quite fun initially but i got sick of it towards the end.. had extra time but simply did not want to proceed further than the acid-fast staining.. yesterday's pharm analysis was quite tiring too.. cos 2 lab tech tt mon and mayi asked gave the wrong info.. so they also told us the wrong stuff and i repeated the expt 4 times.. wonderful isnt it?? i sorta missed dispensing lab.. making ointments and suppositories are so much more fun than now..

school had started for 1.5weeks and i'm still not getting into school mode.. been too busy thinking of my bday party.. inviting pple and thinking bout food and stuff.. in 100% party mode.. quite happy.. current list stands at 30+ pple.. not too bad.. i dun wan it too big anyway.. would be really hard to manage with too many.. but luckily i have my scandalous pacar"s" to help me.. haha..

plin, sandra, jiaen saw me walking to "hem hem" yesterday.. and made a big commotion bout it.. took me a long long time to plead them not to think too much bout it.. just friends lor.. nothing much wad.. but they were super intimidating man.. surrounded me after prac and took turns to question.. typical girls-sch gals.. sigh.. (but not as if i'm not one myself.. haha)

should be meeting meg and yen for dinner tml.. if meg had recovered from her stomach flu.. hopefully she's well by now..take care lots..

just finished watching tvb's 2006年度十大劲歌金曲颁奖典礼.. as expected the 古巨基 song to win the 金曲.. no matter where i go in hk last song, they seem to be playing this song.. den again.. i must agree tt it's a super meaningful song and it's simply very very nice..hopefully everyone will learn to appreciate their loved ones.. and not wait till the day tt it's too late..

愛得太遲
作曲：楊鎮邦@宇宙大爆炸｜填詞：林夕｜編曲：雷頌德｜監製：雷頌德

我過去 那死黨 早晚共對 各也紮職以後 沒法暢聚
而終於相約到 但無言共對 疏淡如水

日夜做 見爸爸 剛好想呻 卻霎眼 看出他 多了皺紋
而他的蒼老感 是從來未覺 太內疚擔心

最心痛是 愛得太遲 有些心意
不可等某個日子盲目地發奮 忙忙忙其實自私
夢中也習慣 有壓力要我得志

最可怕是 愛需要及時 只差一秒 心聲都已變歷史
忙極亦放肆 見我愛見的相知 要抱要吻要怎麼也好 偏要推說等下一次

我也覺 我體質 彷似下降 看了症得到是 別要太忙
而影碟 都掃光 但從來未看 因有事趕

日夜做 儲的錢 都應該夠 到聖誕 正好講 跟我白頭
誰知她開了口 未能挨下去 已恨我很久

錯失太易 愛得太遲 我怎想到 她忍不到那日子
盲目地發奮 忙忙忙從來未知 幸福會掠過 再也沒法說鍾意

愛一個字 也需要及時 只差一秒 心聲都已變歷史
為何未放肆 見我愛見的相知 要抱要吻要怎麼也好 不要相信一切有下次

相擁我所愛又花幾多秒 這幾秒 能夠做到又有多少 未算少 足夠遺憾望掉

多少抱撼 多少過路人 太懂估計 卻不懂愛錫自身
人人在發奮 想起他朝都興奮 但今晚未過 你要過也很吸引

縱不信運 你不過是人 理想很遠 愛於咫尺卻在等
來日別操心 趁你有能力開心 世界有太多東西發生 不要等到天上俯瞰

i cant believe how kind fate had been to me for the past 22 yrs of my life.. everything seems to come to a beautiful ending no matter wad i do. i'm not saying tt there had been no challenges in my life, there had been many encounters tt did shatter me but lady luck shone on me and brought me countless guardian angels to guild me to shore. thank you angels. you have all made my life worthwhile.

Before I grew up I saw you on a cloud I could bless myself in your name and patch you on my wings "Life is hard and so is love, child, believe in all these things"

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