Sunday, April 29, 2007 @11:20 AM
all alone in my pgp room now and feeling rather upset..just went out with my parents for dim sum breakfast, was tempted to follow them home.. missed mom so much.. yet.. i know i wont study a bit at home.. and i haven started on pharm prac.. and if i go home, i'm absolutely not end up studying.. and i gotta work the next 2 days.. argh.. i really like cramming myself with activities but there re just times when i just feel so negative bout the amt of work i have on hand..and this is not the only thing tt i'm feeling upset bout..for the first time in these months, he had retreated back into his cave (well, for those who read "men re from mars, women re from venus", u will know wad i'm talking bout).. it all started suddenly last evening.. without warning or anything.. i know it has got nothing to do with me.. yet the woman's instinct in me is making me take things personally..i'm trying really hard not to think bout it now.. but it's really difficult.. i know i shld just leave him alone and after some time he will be back to his normal loving self.. and everything will be fine.. yet somehow alot of things will keep running thru my mind.. argh..try harder gal.. relax and conc on mugging bah.. jia you..
poco princesa~because i was taught to dream