Thursday, March 15, 2007 @11:37 PM
feeling really tired.. all the diff commitments re suddenly dragging me down.. was half an hour late for school today.. could have reduced tt to 15 mins if i had been bothered to go to the 963 bus stop and not wait for 97.. but i just really felt tt i cant be bothered.. took a horribly slow walk into school despite being late.. each step seems so heavy.. i could feel the faint pain in my calves as i climbed the stairs.. went to the ps room after tt.. had to stock up the mama shop esp since only i have the keys.. job of the welfare head.. sigh.. felt really tired still.. went to the lt for the second half of the microb lecture.. sat there.. but nothing tt the prof said really went into my head..
the next hour was prob the only lecture i really paid attention to today.. rhinitis.. okay.. quite interesting.. but it was 3pm too soon.. had to go to the ps room to help entertain our guest from usa.. the planned time was 45mins.. we spend 2 hours in total.. since we had to bring them to yst after tt.. was still feeling rather tired.. but i cant show it.. gotta be more pro.. so tried my best to put up my best front again.. hopefully i wasnt too bad..
spent the remaining time in ps room doing research for apps.. just did my stuff in the "work manner".. think i sorta spoilt the fun mood for xinyi and xiuting.. was still way too tired to joke as usual..
dinner at ikea was nice though.. ate meatballs, cold water prawns, daim cake, chix wings.. met up with a pharm grand-senior.. who gave us lotsa tips on apps.. on pharm in spore.. how to make an impact on international scale etc.. suddenly apps really feels like so so much work.. starting to lose my confidence bout it.. and i have to start my exam welfare project planning soon.. shall make a bigger scale one.. need to show more substance for agm next year.. need to have a meeting soon.. the past few weeks had been really busy.. with sch.. ps.. work.. relationships.. everything.. mom is complaining bout my busy schedule.. my frens re asking me where i disappeared to.. with so many things in my hands, i know i din put in 100% for everything.. but everything turns out to be not too bad (or so i hope).. somehow.. i din feel the tiredness till today.. confused and loss now.. mayb.. i shld let go of somethings.. p.s. my pacar was really sweet today.. left her lecture notes for today in my bag for me to copy.. a little act of concern tt really made my day..
poco princesa~because i was taught to dream